Blog 4 (Government Job: My First Experience)

 

Government Job: My First Experience

In 2012, when I first entered into a government job, everything was new to me. I was assigned to teach a Class IX subject. Gradually, I thought about putting in effort with the students so they could advance. I had no idea that within the school, apart from the individual employee, neither the headmaster nor the union wanted the school's environment to improve or the education to get better.

As my observations increased, I began to encounter hurdles. I realized that the majority were not interested in teaching well or improving the environment, yet they didn't want anyone else to make it better either. I was unaware that the school received a budget every year which wasn't utilized properly. Corruption was rampant, and the funds meant for educational improvements were often misused or simply disappeared.

In 2013, when I became the class teacher for matric, I was full of energy and eager to do something good. It was that year I discovered that politics played a significant role within the school. Politics influenced even the headmaster's position, with sources and connections coming into play. I saw firsthand how appointments and promotions were less about merit and more about who you knew.

By 2014, I noticed that even the village head where our school was located was not interested in improving education. I was repeatedly told to remain silent and stop trying to bring positive changes. They feared losing their freedom because of my actions. Despite the resistance, I continued to focus on punctuality and discipline, believing that setting a good example was crucial.

Throughout these years, my commitment to my students never wavered. I organized extra classes, prepared special notes, and conducted interactive sessions to ensure they understood the subjects well. I hoped my dedication would inspire others, but change was slow and met with resistance at every step.

In 2016, I thought, "Why not become a teacher in the federal system in Islamabad?" I felt like I was wasting my energy here. I applied for a federal position, got selected as an SST BPS 17, and... well, what happened next will be shared in my next blog, Insha'Allah.

Reflecting on these experiences, I realize how challenging and yet fulfilling the journey has been. Each obstacle taught me resilience and the importance of staying true to my values, no matter the opposition.